Monday, December 24, 2012

Thank You Abah :)

Actually i should say this since i was born in this world,.but why dont i try to say this to abah? ,.for sure sebab MALU .that is my only reason..urrgh teruknya

Since aku dah mula hidup keseorangan jauh dari family nie actually aku belajar untuk hidup sendiri.. aku belajar rindu mama abah dari aku rindu boyfriend , aku belajar apa itu erti kasih sayang ibubapa dari sayang boyfriend,. and i've learn everything  about LIFE ! bayangkan, dulu.. masa aku manja dengan family ,. abah park kereta depan kedai runcit and ask me to buy some drink pun aku boleh kata " aahh , tak nak laah malu " .. see i've made a sins to abah kat situ .. 

Dulu,.. abah hantar aku pergi sekolah ,. aku pergi lepak TS , pergi lepak pekan banting dengan kekawan .Dan abah hantar pergi tuisyen aku skip tuisyen lepak mamak . cukup bulan abah bagi duit tuisyen sometimes aku tak bayar pun . How bad your daughter abah ,. im sorry ..


Dulu , if everything abah beli kat kiteorang adik beradik we'll never complain sebab all the stuff mesti abah beli the branded things ,. sebab nak bagi kiteorang puas hati. If we wanna a beg that designed in a whatever look,. just tunjuk .. abah bayar .. kasut sekolah , beg , baju sekolah , and whatever it is .. including our everyday pocket money .. tapi aku tak gunakan semua tu sebaik mungkin .

Dulu, the first time aku reti guna Telefon since i was had a first couple , aku guna telefon rumah sampai bill RM3++ ,. Oh  , teruk kan ?  and the best part aku suka online sampai lupa dunia dulu since abah pasang wifi and beli new laptop..  tapi aku tak pernah gunakan kemudahan tu dengan cara yang betul.

Boleh kata complete dalam rumah semua ada . But i choose untuk pergi melepak dari duduk rumah. How bad your daughter abah ,. im sorry.. BUT today , i hope u believe me abah that ur daughter is on her way to change her whole life ... to be a solehah daughter for u and for our family..

Today , abah i wanna thank you too everything u've gave to me since i was in mama's and until now . Duit belanja untuk adik beratus-ratus sebulan , topup , and apa saja yang adik call "Abah..i need to buy this this this this this this and i need some money,my pocket money not enough to buy it" 

Thank you abah .

And today , i've learn something in my whole life .. aku bercadang untuk beli lappy actually . Dah lama cakap dekat abah. But abah just kata  "nanti lah adik balik dari perlis,then we go survey and buy it" .... memandangkan aku tengah bercuti dan nak tunggu cuti raya cina nanti nak balik lambat lagi., aku pun rasa yang aku takde masa nak tunggu raya cina sebab aku perlukan lappy as soon as possible lepas habis cuti krismas nie . And aku call abah "Abah,i need to buy a lappy asap,cz after this holiday we're already use the lappy,.and i just have netbook..and as u promised beforeee...." ... abah jawab "okaay,u go find  what brand u want and make sure it is in badget" and i cant believe yang aku beli barang yang harga beribu dengan simple ... call abah " abaah, i found the lappy like what i want ,and the price is in badget " ... abah just kata " okaay esok abah masuk duit ... "  woooww ! speechless gilaaaa,.  I've a really best daddy in this world ! but im not realize that since in early ,.. abah love his children so damn much and more than anyhing .

And this is my idaman hati yang telah termilik , abah thank you thank you thank you , i promise i will make u proud of me one day soon. Alhamdulillah. I LOVE YOU ABAH !